Yesterday it stuck me. It was the remembrance of looking back and knowing that I didn’t do my best–of how bad that feels. I had a deep realization that if I didn’t want to feel like that in the future, I would have to make changes in my present. I could not continue circling in my self-imposed comfort zone. I would have to break that habit and take concrete actions in the moment. I determined to do that. I determined to emerge.